Eulogy for a Team

Last night, my beloved Red Wings lost game 7 of the Stanley Cup finals to that team from Pittsburgh. I responded by getting horribly drunk with my friend and fellow Michigander Mike Sikkema, who, to make matters worse, will be moving back to Michigan soon.

Anyway, in the interest of starting the healing process and getting this awful feeling off my chest, I wanted to write a few words about the team I’ve known and loved for so long.

I’m proud of this team. Not many hockey clubs manage to win the Stanley Cup one year and make it back to the finals, let alone win it (the Wings were the last team to do it, in 97-98). Over the past two seasons, in the playoffs, the Red Wings have had home ice advantage in every series. In every series, they’ve won the first game on home ice — and in every series except against Anaheim, they’ve won the first two games (although I’m a bit fuzzy on the opening round win against Nashville last season). That means they’ve been fantastic at taking control of series, guarding home ice, and finishing opponents off.

In fact, going back to 2007, the Red Wings were seconds away from being up 3 games to 2 in the conference finals against Anaheim. I believe they would have finished that series and won the Cup that year as well, had they not allowed a very late goal to tie it. Thanks to my buddy Carl, I got to attend this year’s game 5 against Anaheim back in May. It was a dream of mine to see this amazing team in person, since I know, from having attended so many hockey games over the years, that there’s so much you miss when you watch it on TV.

The Red Wings played a fantastic game. The speed of the team and their incredible passing and puck control were a joy to watch. It was especially thrilling to see the quickness and wizardry of Pavel Datysuk, weaving between players, hustling to back-check, and making crisp passes to open teammates. They won 4-1, and it really could have been more lopsided than that.

After that game and that series, I began to believe they really could win another Cup. Indeed, if they had continued to play as tough and fast as they did in that game, they would have. But I think the physical and mental intensity of that series — along with the injuries to key players like Lidstrom and Datysuk — really took its toll heading into the finals. I felt that the longer the series went on, the more it would favor the Red Wings, as they got their legs back and realized how close they were to the end. But it didn’t happen. This is not to take anything away from Pittsburgh, who played a good game 6 and basically a perfect game 7. We just didn’t have enough left in the tank.

So, it’s a summer of bitter disappointment and waiting. Every time something like this happens, I resolve to wean myself off of sports, tone down my passion, and just try not to let it bother me so much. But that’s tough to do. From having been a fan all my life, I know that the more you put into rooting for your team, the more you get to enjoy the victories. You get to experience the way a team can bring a community together — can, indeed, reflect a community, its values and foibles and personality. You get to feel like a part of the team. You get to really know them, to really know the sport, to understand the character of different players and how they respond to pressure situations. None of that happens if you remain detached and aloof.

When they win, it’s a relief and a release and something to savor for years to come. When they lose, it’s devastating. But that’s life and that’s sports. Between moving back to this part of the country, going to a playoff game, and generally getting sucked in and involved with this team, I’m in deeper with them than I probably have been with any team in my adult life. Ah well. Time to pick up the pieces and move on and forget about it as best I can —- till next year…

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Edited by Roger Snell; designed by Ann Marie Snell; cover by Yasuhiro Esaki

Featuring work by Joanne Kyger, John Phillips, Nicole Mauro, Lal Ded (trans. Andrew Schelling), Betsy Andrews, Beau Beausoleil, Jacques Roubaud (trans. Eleni Sikelianos), George Albon, Kate Colby, David Miller, Carol Snow, Dale Smith, Laura Solorzano (trans. Jen Hofer), Chuck Stebelton, Rosmarie Waldrop, Theodore Enslin, translations of Gypsy Cante by Will Kirkland, Kristin Prevallet.

Published by Habenicht Press in Spring 2009 … thanks to Roger and Ann Marie for all their hard work on this issue, as well as all the lovely contributors!

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Found Poem 2

in conversations with the light
A full cup carried from the well.
This great eventual heyday
and the apse in the tiger’s horn

such hopes of reconciling heaven–
grown raw. For a moment,
Terror erodes its own events,
Blur of the world is red smear on white page,

to float the ear in beauty
to feed the mind of an incoming nightmare
Faded in face of apparent reality–
the passage from sleep to day again.

Some float off on chocolate bars
some time bye and bye

Sabres Game / Small Press Reading & Book Fair

Tina and I did a whirlwind tour last weekend, going to our first Buffalo Sabres game, zipping to the marathon Small Press Book Fair reading (where Rich Owens had generously invited me to read for Punch Press), then attending the Book Fair the next afternoon (Tina had to work, however). The Book Fair is an absolutely unique local event, which I was able to get a taste of during my visit last year. I was honored to participate this year.

Sabres game? Less said the better. We’ll have to go again sometime — hopefully when they’re playing the Wings, and with a bit better seats. Beautiful arena, though.

Click to play this Smilebox slideshow: Sabres/ Small Press Fair

Stewart v. Cramer — Comedian v. Clown

A few thoughts on this: First, we saw John Stewart talk last fall at UB. I came away impressed not only by how funny he is, but how smart and incisive his analysis of current political issues is. I’ve been reading a lot of plays lately from the Renaissance-Romantic period, and one of the things that stands out is the central role of the clown. Part of his role is to point, with (black) humor, towards the failings and foibles of those in power. In fact, he’s often the only one in a position to do so. Having just read Macbeth, I was struck by the absence of this character — indeed, of any real comedy at all. It’s in many ways the bleakest of Shakespeare’s plays. No hope = no humor. Maybe, just maybe, the fact that we have someone in the MSM angry and funny enough to take some of these weasels on means there’s hope — even if it’s of the canary in a coalmine type.

Found Poem

A woman opens a book with nothing inside
Love comes quietly
The gods waver. To reiterate a point, the gods oversee
lost boyhood innocence.

It was a dark, fading night.
There is a curving belly. The cow’s head is away from me
Let the body be.
Delivered into our hands

is a person of rare refinement
It’s the shape of a body in a grove, everything sudden.
Father had a monument
birds storm through his windows

words shipwreck upon ecstasy, yet are
bearded, with clothes that were

He Shoots, He Scores!

Trust me, this is hilarious.